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The name is VANICE. Pronounced similar to VENICE IM a CHRISTIAN. My favourite and anchor verse is Isaiah 40:28-31 ♥
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"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "
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Monday, May 18, 2015
OMG. its been ages since i last visited and edited my blog.
and just re-reading some of my post
omgosh so many precious memories i have man.
definitely there was good ones and also bad.
but today as i look back at all the things that have happened
i am so thankful for God grace and also
how He seen me through all those crazy hard times.
God did showed up then
and He will now.
The past few days was just one crazy ride of emotions.
and it started from thursday till now.
so damn thankful for the friends who were by my side
to listen to me and be my source of encouragement in such very trying period.
sometimes you dont you wish that emotions and feelings can be turned off for a moment or so.
yes emotions and feelings can be really sweet and nice to have at times
but at moments like this when emotions n feelings collides together
and results in you feeling crappy...
HOW U WISH THERE WAS A SWITCH OFF BUTTON.
so many unsaid thoughts running through my head.
a part of me wants to say it all out
a part of me thinks what is the point when i know its not going to be any difference.
will there ?
but what if i regret leaving all these thoughts left unsaid.
what ifs.
those three words just keep hitting me so hard.
making me wonder will i ever hear those words again
and knowing its genuine and real.
i wish all of this could turn out right .
but sometimes its not our choice to decide.
i know God have a better a greater plan for me
that His plans is never to harm but to prosper and give me a hope and a future.
i know He sees the bigger picture the zoomm out a thousands times or so.
but i cant help but allow myself to wish all of this is just a nightmare
i could just wake up
and be like OHHHH ITS JUST A BAD DREAM VANICE
i wished the outcome was otherwise after telling you,
i wish it was something different . i wish it could be something i want to see
but things dont always go the way i want it to go .
i know that.
people come and they go.
but it sucks when people come and they go because of reasons like that.
it sucks when friendship is ruined,
everything is ruined.
nothing is the same no more.
because of.
and all u left is just pretty beautiful fragments of memories.
and u piece them up in ur head
forming a beautiful picture u created in your head.
knowing that its just your own fantasy.
its not going to be true.
many a times i wish to try and try again
but yet again
i fail.
its okay to fail
i dont mind failing
knowing that you are genuine happy and okay atm .
knowing that you are perfectly fine.
knowing that its over.
i dont mind being the one getting hurt after trying.
knowing that you aint.
i just hate the fact that i can do no shit.
despite knowing something.
i just hate that everything have to change.
and i know you dont meant it but thats seems to be the only way.
it amazes me how one year can make so much of a difference.
just one year.
365 days.
i really wish this could just be a horrible dream
and im still dreaming.
BUT NO.
its time to wake up v.
this is reality.
i miss those stupid convs we have.
those words u said that day
i still wonder if you meant it.
i wanted to say it back to you.
i wish i could.
BUT..
just but..
♥our lips must always be sealed
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