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The name is VANICE. Pronounced similar to VENICE IM a CHRISTIAN. My favourite and anchor verse is Isaiah 40:28-31 ♥

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"If we live our life in fear,
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Wednesday, November 27, 2013

OMGOSH .

today was such a fantastic day(:

that i cant even omg.

although i was rather restless and tired in the morning

like it was super early

like 9am meet sia.

i almost couldnt wake up.

explains why im late for like 15 mins

but it was cool.

took the train to harbour front.

then walk to sentosa.

awesome slow walk.

thennnn when we reach sentosa.

went to siloso beach.

yada yada.

then i saw my friend there(:

muhahah rdm much.

but yeah cool.

didnt expect. but i know he worked there so its cool.

talk a lil while

then went over to the other side.

and set our place.

toooook out our very funny mats.

and place our bags.

then we went to changed.

came back.

then slack awhile

ryner just had to drag me into the water.

then soon ler too.

then all water.

thenn play play play

damn funnn

then play sand too(:

yada yada.

sooooon after

we just slack on the beach

thenn sooooon

they all came(:

YAY

the cake and balloon and the presents(:

yay.

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY GAl(:

THEN
we smash the cake;

damn fun luh.

omgosh but my face was horribly oily.

like gosh the cake and everything.

woah.

washhh face.

played Frisbee and ball balll in the sea.

then play with sand .

then after that i was chasing ZA to throw sand at him

then when we ran over to the other side.

omgosh i fell down and hurt my knee.

dayum pain ttm luh gosh.

i couldnt even,..

gosh

then came back

get into the water.

ogmosh dayum pain ttm im telling ya.

then cotinue play awhile

when couldnt tang then i got out

sit on the beach

clean my wound

dayum pain):

but its fine luh

it was FUN(:

muhhaah memories forever.

then we just played in the sea like continuously

like all the rdm stuff.

then play cake again.

then took some pictures(: yay.

it was definitely a day to rmb.

muhahaha

the sun shone so brightly/

no rain(:

YAY im sooo happy and grateful!

sooon we went off

like 4ish-5

to bathe.

i took a quick shower.

my wound was hurting like SIAO.

omgosh

took a flipping quick shower.

then out .

i cant take the painnnn

NUUUUUUUUUU

then sit outside dry my hair

talk to ellie and zhian

then soon the boys came out.

like tegh aqil ryner.

yay then we slack awhile tgt.

then finally the last two.,

ler and van.

then quickly took a grp picture(:

then off we go

walk back(:

then train back to vivo.

sooo tirred ttttm.

then we went to macs.

i atee corn

YAY.

then i ate so slow

that after im done .

everyone else was almost done too):

mehhhh

enjoy the food right. GOSH

then MRT HOME(:

yay.

long ride tho.

but with friends and a seat its cool.

aqil got off at outram park.

thenn rest of the longg journey with e rest.

talk about nonsense.

and blahh

got a seat at dhoby.

yes my leg is killing me):

dayum pain

the seat saved my life.

somehow.

reached kovan

said byeeeeeeeeeeeee):

then walked home

and looked like it rained at kovan area man.

muahhhahha

happpy day indeed.

reached home.

yay.

eventful awesome day.,.

although horribly sun burnt and my wound.

but who cares,

memories made was definitely worth it.<3 .="" span="">

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11:09 PM

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

hey.

im so tired.

like so so tired.

i think i spent like 2-3h on that.

woahh

but its cool

i get to kill time

and it will be worth it.

so i woke up late again(:

muahhah

then i woke up

slack around.

plan stuff.

then soon after i head out to buy stuff.

and i ate subway for lunch.

ALONE.

but it was great thinking time.

im still thinking and thinking.

is there anything i can do

to help?

but i dont know anything.

how am i suppose to help.

heh.

problems in life are so urgh at times.

making me feel all confused.

and fed up.

like GOSHH.

heh i really wish everything will be fine.

like seriously.

i miss the way we used to talk.

i miss everything about us

everything feel so diff now):

WAY TOO DIFF.

i cant.

maybe its just me.

but i aint used to this coldness.

i aint at all.

maybe i should try to get used.

and dont ever say that of urself.

cause you are not.

it hurts me to see that u say that about urself.

so pls dont.

ily.

maybe u just dont realise that.

xoxo.

vanice.

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5:38 PM

Monday, November 25, 2013

dislike to feel this way.

the weather totally depicts how im feeling inside.

i get tired too cause im but human.

why does it only seems like im the only one trying now?

why does everything have to change so drastically?

why at one moment everything was fine.

and at the very next something i have no idea what it is

till today.

have to wreck this whole thing.

wts.

im dying inside but some part of me pleads me to not.

to not give up.

continue trying.

hoping that time will heal it.

hoping that everything will be back to normal.

dont i get the rights somehow to know smth?

dont seems like it.

no one is ever gonna understand how im feeling.

im trying so hard to keep this going.

at least i think i am

but

are you?

sorry.

xoxo.

♥our lips must always be sealed
7:08 PM

so i havent been blogging the past few days.

apparently i was busy with stuff.

sunday was basically my most NUA day

cause i did nothing.

i woke up late.

nua around in bed.

got down ate lunch,

then start chiong my korean drama.

but i aint into kpop at all still okay.

but omgosh kim tan

is the best bf anyone could ever wish and hope for luh.

he is so charismatic. sweet.

his actions are just something that makes me go

HEAD OVER HEELS over him man.

but apparently dramas are just dramas

wouldnt be the same in reality..

cause thats wont be a relationship

if everythin is so smooth sailing.

and i guess is thru hard ship

that allow us to get to know each other better.

and understand each other better.

but definitely a hard time to go thru

no doubt.

then after chiong-ing like 5eps

dinnner time.

then i watched master chef.

LUCA have to win.

i have so much respect for him

like he is really a good chef.

natasha similarly is good too

but more respect for LUCA.

if he wins he wants to win it fair and square.

when his opponents need help

like ingredients. he will give without thinking.

how sweet.

after master chef is back to watching.

THE HEIRS

im like pretty much obsessed with that drama i guess?
muhaha.

bad bad bad.

but ohwell it kills time,

so why not?

SATURDAY.

well sat was a freaking tiring day.

i met shi quite early .

then we went to plaza sing.

then got gongcha

like since forever

then we ate yoshi,

and ohgosh

someone vomited there.

it was bad.

like the revolting smell totally disgust me,

but we sat quite far so it was fine.

but halfway thru the smell was back.

gosh,

but at least we were almost done.

thats good

then we quickly left.

walk around plaza sing

talk talk talk talk.

man its been really long since i catch up with that gal.

like finally we did.

then we went over to the grand cathay.

to walk walk.

man even tho it was pretty small and lil shops.

but it cool man .

the shops sell really nice stuff.

anyways soon we watched

CATCHING FIRE,

it was just so so FANTASTIC

IT WAS LIKE MY SECOND TIME

but i trust me

the intense and everything was insanely awesome still.

like gosh.

watching it the second time and its still as good

means it was reallly GOOOD

like woah.

although they miss some parts and like some parts wasnt right

but it was definitely a commendable effort!

i love it.

i cant wait for mocking jay.

which reports say will only come out in 2015

omgosh thats like so long.

its like goshh. and part 2 of mocking jay will be like out in 2016

omgosh

thats a very long time

but i guess all good thing have to wait.

after that.

we went to church.

man the long journey was insane.

like dhoby-woodlands.

gosh.

damn long.

at least we have music to entertain and keep us alive n awake.

like both of us was damnn tired luh.

and all we did was watched a 146min awesome movie.

muhahah.

i cant emphasis enuf how good catching fire is.

like seriously.

although alot may say the ending was bad

so abrupt

but hey the book was exactly like that too.

so pls dont say that):

church was awesome.

it was a wrap up of JONAH.

and it was summarize into 4 points.

WIND-WHALE-WORD-WORM

it was really cool.

it kinda reflects our daily life too.

like how the whale act as a wake up call for jonah.

it is also one for us

but GOD may chose other ways to wake us up.

WORM are like things are irritating.

like problems in our life

but there are always there to make us into a stronger person altogether.

in one way or another.

im just glad how GOD really watch over me

and never ever stop.

HIS love for me never fails never end.

and without HIm i wouldnt haven been able to pull thru.

HE is the hope of all heart.

hope of all nations.

HE is my hope.

He is the reason why im living. and breathing every single breathe.

im so so thankful for a GOD so big

who love me so much so that HE send HIS one and only son.

to die on that cross.

to wash away my sins.

that i may stand clean again.

heh

alot of take away point from JONAH sermon i guess.

got me reflecting in a way .

its cool.

thats what i like about sermons and sat service.

it gets me thinking and reflecting.

i guess its time for me to get going to watch my k-drama (:MUHAHHAHAHAH BYE GUYS

cya around.

loveeeeeeeeeeeee

ME(:

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3:24 PM

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

have any one of you feel like

one part of you wanting to hold on and push on,

but

the other half of you telling you to give up?

when you are torn in between both parts

and you dont know what the shit you should do.

that freaking feeling sucks.

i've decided.

im giving up.

nothing i do,

nothing i say,

practically nothing at all

will help.

fine.

im tired.

i tried and tried. and tried. and tried.

i keep thinking and thinking and thinking.

pondering wth can it actually be.

am i even visible to you?

are my feelings taken for granted?

who the hell am i to you?

questions like this never fail to just consumed my entire being and mind.

endless thinking just to figure all this out.

endless heartache just to see this slipping away each sec.

will anyone

or rather

would you,

even realized what i am going thru?

HEH.

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9:58 PM

so yes im finally using this blog again

like yes finaly

its beeen years of not touching my blog

since the year or 2010.

i cant believe it actually,

this blog definitely brings back alot of memories

as i slowly browse thru the post i have.

alot of things have changed since 2010

its been a good 3 years.

with definitely loads of fun

but also down times too

that totally tear me completely apart

but got me so much stronger

in one way or another
so much thing happened.
but ohwell. life
its hard to actually swallow the hard truth that
the last time i used this blog was when im in sec1
and now im like sec4.
thats like super fastttt .
like zomgg
whr has the years gone?
time wait for no man i guess.
continue to stay tune for more post
cause im gonna start using my blog
since my os are over
and blogging would definitely be a good way to keep track of my crazy life.
the events that happened.
the friends i have.
and what not(:
im so excited to start using my blog again. reallly excited.

LOVE,

VANICE.

♥our lips must always be sealed
9:24 PM